michelle just gave birth in LA.
i feel so stupid.
ive been having eat disorder.
ate my dinner at twelve midnight.
and enoch was accompanying me eating.
he was like wtf are u eating at this hour.
i wanna study hard.
i have the feeling that i'll retain this year and thats smth i really dont want.
i want to be smart.
till today,i dont know what i want to do aft my Os.
and i think its really bad.
cos ive got nth to aim for.
thanks crystal for being there for me last night when i needed someone.
normally im the one giving people advice.
calm my friends down.
but now..its me...
whats wrg with me?
sometimes i feel like going back to my past.
i just want to scream.
probably im too used of being single already....
i feel so stupid.
ive been having eat disorder.
ate my dinner at twelve midnight.
and enoch was accompanying me eating.
he was like wtf are u eating at this hour.
i wanna study hard.
i have the feeling that i'll retain this year and thats smth i really dont want.
i want to be smart.
till today,i dont know what i want to do aft my Os.
and i think its really bad.
cos ive got nth to aim for.
thanks crystal for being there for me last night when i needed someone.
normally im the one giving people advice.
calm my friends down.
but now..its me...
whats wrg with me?
sometimes i feel like going back to my past.
i just want to scream.
probably im too used of being single already....
ive been thinking.
youve been on my mind.
so ive been praying
to find the way that i
to be sure the way that
uve been sure with me
dont you want that for me?
